First 10,000 pages of (Y-16)

I´ll start with a statement: I haven´t slept that great for the past 26 days. But fortunately, this situation has been harnessed to achieve the amazing numbers that the current year is presenting. It comes as no wonder that this is probably the fastness I have arrived at the 10,000-page mark, it took on 20 days to do so. That means that my daily average is around 500 pages, which, I must confess, has come from the iridescent screen of my tablet, late at night, while I trek thru some wonderous world contained in the pages of Mangas.

Thanks to the consistency of my reading the first half of this goal is well within reach, as I stated in past posts, my goal was to achieve such a coveted milestone by the middle of September, well let me tell you that I´m there right now, with a projected date of September 16 of the current year, almost to the date of what my desire was, actually, a day earlier.

That leaves only 7,396 pages to brush that first half that I have been so desperately chasing, and quite frankly for a minute there, I wasn´t so sure that my willpower was enough to carry me home. More than once I would question whether this was truly something that was worth pursuing, as the world turns, this personal goal has become the breath that has kept me going.

But as always, my focus redirects to the next task at hand, which in this particular case would be getting the end of the journey closer to my 50th birthday. Right now the projected date to reach the 1,000,000-page mark is August 24, 2038, this puts me 7 years, 2 months, and 19 days behind schedule. Considering that on February 18 of this year, around 6 months ago, I was 9 years behind schedule, this giant leap is a step in the direction that I was hoping.

I´ll hold on to hope that these numbers keep decreasing as the months go by, of course, backed by the consistency of my reading and the acknowledgment that this journey will be sometimes a lonely one, full of moments between darkness and light and that this should become an instrument that not only will nourish my curious mind but also will help to heal my broken soul.

Reciting my mantra: “One step at a time, one page at a time”, I´ll leave you, not to succumb to the arms of Morpheus, but to get pleasantly lost between ink and beautiful words.

Off to read.

azr

Feeling Nostalgic

Today, I woke up feeling nostalgic and in desperate need of a good ol’ fashion readathon. Sadly, my favorite one, 24in48, had to take a hiatus. Their last edition was in February 2021, and they are really missed.

For this weekend, I will take part of their main structure, which is to read at least 24 hours in a period of 48 hours, pretty much one whole day over a weekend. Also, one of the coolest parts of the whole experience, they used to log all of the participants’ books and tally how many books and pages the collective bookworms read over the weekend.

I have already logged in almost a couple of hours, and hopefully, by the end of today, I’ll get close to or over 10 hours of reading.

If you’re interested in past readathons, you should check out their blog on 24 in 48 readathon. I hope someday soon they can come back and make another edition. For now, I’ll do a one man readathon in their honor.

Off to read.

azr

Of Broken Things

I come to realize that in my literary journey, there’s a clear magnetism toward broken and tragic figures. It is no coincidence that one of my yearly traditions is to read Frankenstein.

“Even broken in spirit as he is, no one can feel more deeply than he does the beauties of nature. The starry sky, the sea, and every sight afforded by these wonderful regions, seems still to have the power of elevating his soul from Earth. Such a man has a double existence: he may suffer misery, and be overwhelmed by disappointments; yet, when he has retired into himself, he will be like a celestial spirit that has a halo around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures.”

Mary Shelley, Frankenstein


But what is it about these figures that call out thru the vast eons of ink and words with such a strong resounding voice? For me the answer is easy, I have felt broken all my life, like an amorphous creature, sawn together with the pieces of what was left over from existence, animated only by chance and a few thousand volts.

There’s a deep echo in the search for meaning by Frankenstein’s Monsters, that there’s more to life than the deformed Visage that his creator bestowed upon him. The major question that comes to me from the harrowing story is: Does the creature deserves the pursuit of a dignified life?

The answer will always be yes, no matter how broken we feel, we deserve redemption, and as our path leads us to the harshest condition the final destination is finding that all the cogs that are inside of us can only be repaired by ourselves.

This is why I think the tradition of reading Frankenstein should come to an end. I need to mend not only the visible scars that have made up the creature that I’m today but more importantly, find the faulty inner gears and gently put them back in place. The time has come to not feel broken, redemption is well within reach, I just have to believe that I deserve it.

Remember, you are a unique beautiful creature that by insurmountable odds is experiencing the breathtaking miracle of existing.

You are enough and you always were.

azr

Daily Journal: June 18, 2023

Once again, I find myself coming back to this cathartic device, which is even more necessary nowadays. There isn´t anything, besides reading, that can put my mind at ease faster that sharing my nonsense in written form, making a little noise in hopes that someone will find some solace between these lines.

With my reading from yesterday and today, I made some significant steps toward the main focus of the upcoming months, getting to the 500,000-page milestone no later than the middle of September. The good news is that, according to my projections, the new date for reaching the said goal is now October 27, 2023. There are only 12,022 pages between me and the first half of my project.

Today´s reading has been filled with really diverse material. I finished No Country for Old Men, by the late great, which is still really hard to think that this week he passed away, Cormac McCarthy, this was a re-read to celebrate his illustrious career that will live eternally on the brutally beautiful prose that he created. The other book that I’m working on is the behemoth written by Alan Moore, Jerusalem. Expanding 1,255 pages, currently on page 84, it explores the streets of Mr. Moore´s native city of Northampton, elevating them to mythical proportions. My goal for today is to reach page 142, following a schedule to finish it no later than July 3.

As always, and I know that´s pretty late on my neck of the woods, I´ll try to squeeze in some graphic novels in between the slow progress that novels represent. For tonight´s menu there´s volumes 6 and 7 of the manga series Battle Angel Alita, thankfully, I did not let the not-so-highly regarded movie adaptation deter me from giving the series a chance, it´s pretty fucking awesome.

Off to read.

azr

Redux

I can assure you that I’m alive and let’s say holding on to dear life, to say that I’m fine would be an exaggeration, but as long as you are breathing, it’s better to make the most of it.

I have two mayor things to go over since I have been on an accidental hiatus. Not writing was not on my plans, but I think there’s no time like the present to get right back on the horse.

I first thing is that my fifteen year of reading culminated with my 42nd birthday, and what a year it was. My grand total was 66,185 pages, that’s 1,243 extra pages that what was projected for the year, and 386 pages more than last year’s extraordinary results, making it my best year on record.

Year sixteen projected quota is 64,680 pages, and my reading has been impressively strong. Only 10 days into it, and I already have 4,282 registered pages. If by some miraculous effort, the pace is maintained, or at least kept around 300 daily pages, I’m looking at a 100,000-page year. Being more realistic, my sight is fixed on breaking the 70,000-page mark.

On a bigger scope, there’s only 13,157 pages left in order to reach the first 500,000 pages. Right now, the projections put the date of achieving this gargantuan task on November 9 of this year.

Thus, my focus is dead centered on getting there much sooner, to give purpose, and more importantly, some breathing room to get to the 1,000,000-page mark by my 50th birthday, the task at hand will be to move up that date to around the middle of September, around the 16th or 17th, marking the beginning of the steep and final ascent to my ultimate goal.

Off to read.

azr.

It’s about to go down

It’s been a while since my last post, and of course, this situation must and will be corrected.

Including today, there’s only 3 days left in the fifteen year of reading. Fortunately, there’s only 314 pages left to reach this year’s goal of 64,942, but more importantly, there’s an opportunity to surpass the amazing results that year fourteen presented.

You might ask what should I do to make this happen, well, only read a total of 1,172 pages in the next 3 days, and I’ll be celebrating not only my 42th birthday but also the second year on a row to register more than 65,000 pages.

Those results keep well on the road to reach the coveted 1,000,000-page mark by my 50th birthday. Right now, my projections put me 7 years, 9 months, and 27 days behind schedule, but this number is rapidly decreasing. For example, on March 13 of this year, I was 8 years, 10 months, and 17 days behind schedule. In only 3 months of reading, I knocked down more than a year of lost ground.

It’s safe to say that this gives me great hope for what’s to come.

Off to read.

azr

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